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You were never adventurous
insisting on sticking to interaction
proscribed a sure thing
trying to be a “good girl” but always told
you were never good enough…
I was the one thrown into the air by each season
intoxicated by a flower’s breath
building new homes out of cardboard or snow
exhuming pets I was curious about death and bones and teeth
climbing trees listening to their heart sap
nipping change from Norman’s penny jar just for the sneak of it
not caring much about showing my girl parts to the neighbor boys
my anatomy a fire fly in a jar
And there you were pushing me off
unsteady on two bicycle wheels
as if your moods weren’t the day’s bad weather
and me always approaching you with the caution
of the kid held flat out in high winds
and now you were casting me off like a baby bird
as if you yourself knew how to fly
Well…little did I know your strange insistence
was giving me more than wings
your internal Mamma clock was saying
it was time I learned to fly
sending me on my way
with all you had learned of trust
and the red apple of your love
watching me
as I took off and kept rolling
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Artist: Terry Turrell
The internal clock let it keep ticking
Simply beautiful
As Sheldon Always
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Thank you Sheldon….!
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Wonderful Jana. A favourite of mine.
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Thank you Mark….!
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Beautiful, touching and real Jana. So very real.
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Thank you Johnny….
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Yes. Your wisdom and master poetness shine through, Jana. As always … smiles.
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Many thanks Bonnie…
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wonderful read … bright smile
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Thank you Bert…!
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Your magical way with words often climaxes in a classic Jana. This is one. The subtle warp and woof of your remembering carried me seamlessly through images known and unknown, over waterfalls of long ago and falling through childhood’s lights and darks after the white rabbit. Too many brilliant and memorable lines to quote and honour here but I’m printing it out to pin over my work table. I am inspired…
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Good to hear John…. thanks.
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bust
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abrasive falls
earning
learning
through mistakes
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the process
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resilient coating
coaching
shielding
vulnerable hearts
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trust
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edit
~
there are
no mistakes
only
experience
~
shred it
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Thanks Geo….
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giving me more than wings…. ❤ always beautiful Jana
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Ah..that first thrill of motion! Thanks Hedy…
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Just lovely Jana. “I was the one thrown into the air…” launched so perfectly the poetry.
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Thank you Chris! I think our bodies ARE poetry in what memories they carry. To illustrate… I remember my first ride on a motor boat at 2 yrs old as straddling a log that flew through the water. I can “see” it clearly! LOL
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That is one gorgeous image. Sheer beauty!
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